Meditate and Ponder

Quite afew stuff to think about lately... more like how am i gonna progress with God.

My music teacher once told me...

Music Teacher: "You think that you will remain the same standard even though u do not practice? You either move up or you move down."

There's quite abit of truth in that. After she said that.. it really did made me ponder abt all aspects of life. Especially my walk with God.

Today i went for a Business course class. I sat there... with my heart and mind still confused what to do. Felt alittle lonely sitting in that room. It felt strangely awkward sitting in that lecture room not knowing anyone! Anyway... there was the urge to leave the room walk out and just decide to do accounting with the rest of my friends. Afew minutes later, a girl walked in.

"She's looking funky. Petite. Pretty. HMmm Asian... Hmmm maybe Singaporean!" I tot to myself.

She sat in front of me. I smiled. She smiled.

My heart was not in the lecture, but it was somewhat to my interest and it was very practical. Everthing was put simply. So even though i wasn't really paying attention. I could understand what she was talking about.

5minutes break was given. She turned around.

"Are you Singaporean?"

Yea.. we started talking from there.

Realised that she's been here for a sem. She has siblings here as well. But she's missing home lots. After lecture, we walked back home together (st lucia aint that big so we all live somewhere ard the corner) and we talked more.

She's not a christian, but already knows what she need to know about God cause she came from a presbyterian secondary sch. I think she knew where i was heading to judging from the way she went about explaining things.

That's the thing. Somehow pple know who God is but... to know as a personal Lord and saviour is another matter.

Maybe there's a purpose in me doing this course. HmmMMmm... have to pray about it.