Decisions Decisions

This MIGHT be my last semester. Not really sure what's my decision gonna be at the moment. 2.5days to decision day.

To stay would mainly be to obtain PR. But... Doing so requires alot of effort, money, time...not that these are of a worry to me. But there are tough modules that i would have to take and i don't feel confident. It's like stepping into the unknown. I try figure out and calculate the risks but there's just so many factors into play. It almost feelsl like i'm going against the odds.

Yet, this is my best shot at getting a PR... ...

Tomorrow would be another deciding factor.

And even if i do pass this semester doing 3 major core modules. There's the worry for summer. Income Tax law and Accounting for Corporate Structure. Accounting for Corporate Structure is a real worry. It's a tough module with the lecturer advising those who have not done External Reporting to drop the module. The thing is... External Reporting is only offered in Sem 1. Gosh... so how... to me my next best option is to do it in summer. But i wanna do income tax law in summer. It has HEAPS of calculation. And its tricky!

P.S I MUST graduate by June/July. It's NOT an option.

Bummed into a friend who went for advice as well. She looked really upset and all. It took awhile before she opened up to me... telling me that she flunk afew modules. She thinking i was SMart and all (like EVERYBODY does) felt alittle ashamed. But yea... glad that i could be of comfort to her. She's a good girl, works really hard. Anyway, she flunk Income Tax Law... so yar... i know its a tough one.

Met another friend. Asked me what God wants me to do. I can only say that i'm still waiting.

So much to think... and at the same time... i have to start to study and prepare for tutorials next week. So much to do... so much for the "joys" of life.