Oke... i have been MIA for quite some time. I have just been sooOOoo bz abt my test and schedual that i didn't have time for my friends and God. *Linda asahamed*
Things are just happening so fast that i don't have time to react to each and every situation that springs a surprise at me. Let's see where should i start? Well i had to go for this interview which is to facilitate a real-life interview situation. If i'm not mistaken the weightage is something like 20% or so. I was going to be interviewed (or judged) by 2 of my classmates and the teacher herself. As i waited to be called in for the interview, i tried to keep my cool and said a quiet quick prayer. I felt like i was being interrogated! So many question were asked. Steadily i answered the questions to the best of my capabilities. Before i knew i, i laid a trap for myself. I made a mistake!!! I told the interviewees that i was still working at this other place and they asked how then will i be able to appy for this job. Before i knew it, i gave a perfect answer. Honestly i had no idea where that answer came from. When i heard what i said i was like "WOW! THat is SOoo remarkable!" God is truly truly great.
Then, things got alittle messed up. I have got music exam (Grade7) to prepare for, 2 major papers to study for and they are set in the same period. So i had my priorities all jumbled up. I couldn't focus on what i had to do first. I was just so lost in motion. Today i just sat for the 2 major papers and there's another one coming up next week... *growns* i don't expect myself to pass my upcoming music exam. I am just not prepared. I should have known better than to decide on taking my music exam so soon. It would really be a miracle if i do pass. Those praying for me, please pray i don't make a fool out of myself in front of the examiner. Because these people are from overseas. Surely they don't come all the way here just to see someone play the piano crappily. I DON'T WANT TO MAKE A MOCKERY OUT OF MYSELF!!! It's a terrible feeling to sit at the piano and not being able to play. That is my main concern really. I have so many commitments and i really need more than 24 hours. So since i cant change the fact that there is 24 hours a day, i guess i just have to work faster and smarter. Oh and please pray that i will get well soon, because this little girl is sick *cough*cough* yea... and that is just going to make matters worse.
I always thought that i could easily put God first in my life. Then again, with all these "surprises" i'm suddenly thrown off course and have lost sight of my saviour. I will continue to strive harder and just as i know the Lord is watching over me, i know that He is watching over my friends. So if any of you are feeling down and out, look to Him and He will direct your path.