Ha... i slept really early yesterday and woke up really really late today. Reason: i didn't get to sleep at all the whole night! Yesh... it's those days where ur eyes and mind are wide awake and the rest of ur body are trying to get some rest. Anyway, just alittle update on what i have been doing. I just sent out 5 resumes to companies, applying for a marketing position. Do hope that one of them reply me.. please pick me... ... pick me. That's what i hope but well who knows what God has in plan for me. Waking up late is horrible... i just feel kinda guilty. Wonder what's wrong with me... think i'm having some housewife syndrome... everyday must do alittle household chore or else i'll feel lie sth is amiss. Got to go... there's plenty of studying to do.

Ridiculous? Or just outta this world?

So sorry... been so bz and all even though its the holidays. Yesh i know this sounds ridiculous... but that's the reality bit for me. Lots of insurance and finance papers i've been taking.. and by the grace of God, i've managed to pass all 4. Left 2 more to go... well i'm sort of happy and grumpy about it. I mean study beats lazying around the house. Life has been rather routine and strangely enough, the more time that i have on my hands... i would spend it on watching TV or playing computer or at the forum. Should really be spending more time with the one who has been showering me with lotsa care.. God. Yup i'm in the midst of evaluating it... main problem: LACK OF DISCIPLINE

Well... things are rough... i mean there's which university and which course to think about. I hate to make the decision and also.. i wouldn't be happy if someone else made the decision. I don't want to end up blaming them... but neither do i want to put the blame on me. Ha... i guess it all boils down to the lack of faith. It's good to think through thorougly over these issues but i have to learn to be decisive... not let fear stand in the way. Besides... "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me!"

Appreciation Time:
I will also want to take time to thank my dear friends for their support and listening ear. So sweet of you all... thanks for everything *hugs*

What's the next exciting event happening in my life: making a decision in which university to go to *sobs what a taxing task