My ex-boss J is back. It feels alot more easier on my shoulders now that she's back. Still alot of emotions, some good, others are more selfish reasons. It's important to have these feelings sorted out before it gets out of hand. Need to pray for God's guidiance and trust that his plans for me are greater than my own.
Personal plans are getting more detailed. Did you know that there are actually alot of tension and pressure in wedding preperations? I've attended many wedding dinners/celebrations and have no idea how difficult it is. The important thing is to remain happy througout and not be overwhealmed by the details and the $$ required. God will make a way.
I'm relaxing now at a chalet right now. It feels good to not be doing anything stressful/routine/answering emails/attending meetings.. IT'S GREAT TO TAKE A BREAK!
I've been thinking about alot of things besides work during this break. My future, the usual concerns, shopping (which girl don't like to shop/ window shop?) and the planet earth resources and how i always seem to feel that the world is coming to an end. The earth's resources is depleting and its easy to point the finger at who is to blame, but i guess its everybody's business to influence or educate the person next to us to be mindful of mother nature instead of adopting a "i can afford it so i will just use it" attitude. There are plenty of great leaders that has set good examples. Just to name afew, Bill Gates and his wife that has set out to use his resources to help the impoverished countries or Mother Teresa who ministed to the poor?
It's one thing to be able to afford the resources, its another to be able to use it wisely and responsibly.
