Thursday, January 19, 2006

Procrastinating

Today i took 1 hour to get out of bed! ah... the alarm clock rang at 7:15am... and i was only out of bed abt 8am. No excuses for getting up late. I only studied till 1am last night. So... that's more than enough sleep... and i was still sleepy even after i wash up and everything... tot of EVERYTHING to perk myself up in the morning.

1) Had cereal with chilled milk... didn't do the works... in fact it did the opposite!!!
2) Had an orange... which was cold... helped for awhile... and then it was back to sleep mode
3) Did jumping jacks... jump jump jump... almost awake....
4) psycho myself that its gonna be a great day to wake up and be alive... ha... by then i am already awake.

So... i have afew stuff to do today... decided on doing a detailed scan through each chapter because so far, my study of the chapters have all been sketchy. I'm not sure what i know and i'm not sure what i don't know. Gosh that almost sounds like i don't know anything!

Without wasting anymore time i got down to serious work. I have finished 2 comprehensive topics (comprising of 4 chapters) and there's another 3 more topics to go. Getting there... getting there... must keep this momentum going. Actually its also becoz i did a mock mid paper... and i almost didn't meet the mark. So... it got me worried quite abit. Its not a difficult paper... and it made me realise how much more effort i need to put in!

Gonna jot all those questions down... so i can present them in a systhematic way before the lecturer tomorrow... final day to clarify things with the teacher.

Besides studies... there has been quite afew things going on my mind. Birthdays... work... actually everything boils down to one thing... which is MOM!!! Yea... i am alittle nervous and uptight about her arrival. Cause i know she's got so much expectations from me... and there's this thing about her perspection on how i should be. Sometimes its all about what she wants... of course its for my good... but i wish sometimes she would cut me some slack. I already know what she'll say... haha... probably i already know my mom pretty well. I'm just gonna pray... and hope everything turns out well.

Alright... now its back to hitting the books. Oh wait a sec... i'm suppose to make it my best friend. Think it was a teacher who told me that. Must treat it like my boyfriend... spend time knowing it, understanding it, working out the problems...etc. Haha.. oke... i'm going to embrace this
"special relationship" now. Byeie... *Linda waves... ...

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