I couldn't sleep a wink last night.. was tossing left and right... my body temperature was unusually high... and could literally feel my brain burning. Burning what i have no clue. Whatever it is... last night was sheer struggle of keeping my thought together. My thoughts were all over the place... right... just what i needed, a "good" sleep before my mid.
Before i knew it, the sun was up and i had to drag myself out of bed. I felt so drained, lethargic. I commanded every single strength i had left in me, said a quick prayer, and glanced through one last time through all the work. I left home, hopped on the bus and arrived in sch abt 20mins earlier. Revised again and sat for the paper. I remained calm throughout the whole paper, no point panicking. Besides i think i don't have anymore energy left to panick.
Lecture was really "great" because i couldn't catch much of what she is trying to get to. Another session of ???? And there was this working adult in class who couldnt quite catch one part of what she was trying to say. So he interrupted her politely and said "I'm sorry for my stupidity, but regarding the graph... etc" It really changed the whole atmosphere in the lecture room. Nobody saw him as being stupid (at least not me). It got me more alert. Like wow... its not everyday you hear someone say something like that.
Many times i try to defend myself when i'm being ridiculed of being dumb, blur or something. Well, actually it doesn't matter what other people think because many who are first will be last, and many who are last will be first.
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