Still sick

Sigh... today still sick... suppose to go see glow worm cave with friends... but sick until i am on the verge of losing my voice.. think i'll just rest at home...

couldn't make head or tail what the cost accounting teacher was talking about.. no... my brains are not stuffed up... 80% of the class don't understand... coz i aske the left right centre back... and they were clueless... sigh* I also no mood to study in my current state... hence i'm blogging... gonna rest soon...

i feel like whining... so i shall whine today....

Aiya.. dunno why the weather so hot today...felt like fainting... think not enough oxygen flowing into my brain... haiya... so irritating... the lecturer cannot talk slower...

gonna go for consult next week loh... dun care.. go and tell her that she was talking to fast and i was sick that day....... who ask her... talk so fast... nv explain properly... BLeh

oke... whine enough...

talk about commonwealth games...

Just afew tots on my mind... atheletics have a tough life... they train their heart and soul out... just to compete for the top position... praises are given to top 3 positions... wat about the rest... they have gone unnoticed... all the months or years of training boils down to this moment... this few minutes...

It must be mentally draining for all of them... the pressure.. the expectations... i mean... some of the coaches are sitting on the aisle with the stop watch... the intense look... i can imagine what is going through their minds.

After the games... i wonder what goes behind the scenes... reprimands? consolation? praise? encouragement? IT must be very tough on them... for some this is their bread and butter... the sacrifices they make... are huge.. What is life all about? A race? yes... its a race and our goal is to finish it.

This week is a heart breaking week for me... i've got friends who have troubled minds and hearts... some of which i cannot solve... no... i am not God... so... i shall seek His counsel and his wisdom... friends... hang in there... nothing is impossible with God... yes... its hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel... its hard to see a better tomorrow today... but this is not the end. It might be just the beginning towards a wonderful journey... let's fix our eyes on the things that are eternal... let us not lose focus... i'll be praying for you... you'll be in my prayers...