So many things about home that needs to change.
Everything at home looks rather worn. Plenty of things needs cleaning up. Everything seems so cluttered and untidy.
Oh there's much to do. I spring cleaned my wardrobe today (just part of it actually). Tons of clothes to be donated. I always try to persuade my mother to give them or throw them away. But she never seems to listen. She didn't listen to me 1.5 yrs ago, she didn't listen when she came to visit me in Aust. what makes me think she'll listen to me now? I guess... even this needs prayer... that she'll open her eyes and see my understanding and desperate need for space.
I have not unpacked my luggage yet. It's been... 2 days since i'm back... becoz there's so much clearing and tidying to do... so much more than i have expected... i never think that things would wear itself out that quickly... i hope to complete it just in time for Christmas. It's just 6 days away. It'll be nice to have a clean tidy home.
Been chatting alot with my sister. I really thank God for her. Just her presence and the understanding that we have. It's as though we never left each other side. I can still read her mind, she still respects me and appreciates me alot. Which is... GREAT! She is so supportive and encouraging at the same time. She doesn't seem to mind my whinings and complains. It's so wonderfully to be accepted not just for the things that you are good at, but for your flaws as well.
Hopefully in the midst of the cleaning, i will be able to catch up with friends. R is just wonderful... the first person to welcome me through SMS. R SMS my Aust mobile no. Cost 50cents i think... but nonetheless... R remembered i was back! And... although i felt bewildered... that made me feel so welcomed... alittle sense of belonging.... ...
I havent' really got time to reflect or think and make plans (besides cleaning the whole house). Everything else is on hold at the moment. I went to G's church... its really different. It's just a different group of people with different views.
Lots of time was spent with my family and G during this past 2 days. But now... its the weekday so i think i'll just spend time doing spring cleaning. Hopefully can do meet ups by Friday...
It's MAJOR house cleaning this week... think i might even need to buy those masks coz this place is really dusty. I need to have a cosy home to return everyday. Yes... CLean Warm and fUzzy with happy members of the family. Hope that will all come through by the end of this week. Even this needs time effort and prayer... ...
Been trying to adapt to the weather... still not used to things around here...
so much of home sweet home...
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