Yay... i have safely arrived at Melbourne. Been up and about since yst. COmparing it with Sydney, Melbourne is less chaotic but the weather is absolutely crazy! It's really hot on one day and freezing cold the next. Currently, the weather here is cold.
Been trying to figure out why i feel so lost at times. Perhaps its the conversations. Back in Brisbane, it was more courteous and thoughtful. Always wanting to know how other people are doing. Over here, its about boosting your own ego, show that you are of higher class. Or maybe its just me. Just been having bad brushes with M now adays. Why? argh... not sure what's up. Maybe this was how it was like all along... ... ... if so, i must have forgotten how it was like.
Generally, i want to get back to Singapore, meet G and my siblings. Not so sure how i'm gonna intergrate back with my church people. So many changes. Not so sure how i will fit in, but a friend of mine told me that i really have got nothing to worry about. PErhaps he's right. Friends in church aren't the focus in church. More so, God should be the focus. *shrugs*
Must let God lead.... I know that most of the times, i will not like the plan God has laid out for me. So often i will want to choose my own path, my own walk. But obedience is better than sacrifice. God never shows the ultimate beauty of his plan till the end. Still learning to surrender and submit everything to God, stay firm and positive despite all the ugly rumours and disheartening remarks. God is good.... all the time.
Must thank those who prayed for me. THose who showed concern and care for me. Thank you...
with a heart full of thanksgving, i thank the Lord for putting you into my life.
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