Sent out a couple of resumes to Recruitment agents yesterday. Not sure if i'm going about getting a job the right way. Don't even know if those agents are reliable. Sigh*
My phone has been all quiet.
Gary has been trying to study... but not sure why, he's feeling kinda demoralised. The exams are wearing him down. Just have to keep praying for him. *argh* feeling so sad... that i can't take the paper for him. Only can encourage him to persevere on.
It's funny that we both have exams... timed exactly one week after mine...
same structure 3 days consecutively, only diff... his is 5 papers!!!
He has to make it... i hope he does... it might seem kinda selfish... but i'm pinning my hopes on him that he'll make it.
S and R is returning back to Singapore. Sad to see them go.. i mean... we can still meet up again in Singapore... but it'll be different. Very different. EAch carrying different responsibilities.
One thing that striked me like something that pricks my heart yesterday by pastor S was....
the very phrase that he questioned himself... "how can something be wrong be so right" i always pondered on those phrases as a teen (well i'm still a teen). I saw in however in a different light.
I would look at the modern thinking of todays world. Touch topics like premarital sex, abortion, smoking..etc. and yet, these are the very trends that are in the world. The media says it, with shows reflecting that smoking is cool, that having premarial sex is the norm... look at how guys think nowadays... some of it are just appalling... what they think is oke... and acceptable. The one thing that sets both females and males apart. Females are more prone to think for the future, the aftermath. But for guys... if its oke now, its oke... at least that was what i grasp from afew pages of a book that i picked up today.
How to live in a world of today and yet not be of the world... i know i myself have made many countless wrong decisions, wrong choices though i'm just 21. However, i want to strive to present myself as a presentable person before God. Just something pleasing... no matter how small it is. Still praying that Gary will be able to take the lead and help bring both of us closer to God. He's got alot of personal problems of his own... .. hopefully one day God will rise him above and bring him out of his own misery... prayers prayers... ....
The journey ahead is long... and i've just been pretty much under the weather... its all gloomy and sad inside.. *sigh*
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