Monday, June 19, 2006

Get over it....

Feeling kinda blue at the moment.

Miss my housemate already.. she left for Singapore TODAY! Yar.. she finished her paper already and i still got one last paper to go. Really happy for her.. cause i know she really miss home alot.

I feel like i lost steam.. exhausted from trying to pick myself up and working out all the solutions, sit for the exam only to answer a whole problem.

Not that there was anything wrong with today's paper, just tired... it feels abit meaningless to sit at the table all day and do nothing but look at numbers and stuffing more and more stuff into my brain....

oke enough of the blues...

here are some happy tots!

1) Called home this morning... so happy to talk to my mom and dad. My mother and father are still the same. Always anxious for me esp mum... always questioning every move and decision i make... just cause she wants to make sure i'm making the right choices and living right. It adds abit of pressure on myself... if anything goes wrong... i'm answerable for it. But isn't it wonderful to have God to lean on and to cast all things onto him because he understands, he knows and in control.

Things might look gloomy now (just like the weather) but... i'm sure God has his reasons.

2) Yst boss called me... she was asking me when i can go back work kinda thing.. then when i told her after my exams.. she sounded so elated! Then she went on saying she likes working with me.. cause she finds that i am patient and she got that SECURE feeling... other pple she say she tends to lose her temper HAHA... funny loh. I couldn't help but laugh... she didn't realise how kan chiong i am everytime i work.

3) ONE LAST PAPER TO GO!!! (HAppy and sad... wishing today WAS the final paper)

4) gd sleep last night. My brains last night was really fried... glad that i slept... although it was for a short while... but yes... it was what i needed. Thank you Father!

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