Exams ended yesterday, after which, went over to I's place to watch Dvds, after afew hours of sleep, was out of bed and off to work, went to woolies get some stuff, came back home to settle afew issues and manage to settle down for alittle quiet ME time to blog this entry out.
Not exactly elated that the exams over cause many unexpected questions came out. There's a cloud of insecurity and disaapointment hanging over my head everytime i walk out of the exam hall. It's always a question of "how can this be my best?"... "am i the only idiot who don't know how to answer the question?" However, there's really no point brooding over it as what is done is done. I left it in His hands before for i sat for the exam, in the same manner, i ought to trust Him after my exam.
I know i told practically EVERYONE that i'll be going to Sydney and Melbourne but i guess i'm won't be going after all. Not an appropriate time to go. Hmm.. am i dissapointed? Nah.... i'm sure God has his reasons. This holiday is only a months holiday. So hope i can use it wisely and not just spending it doing what i want. Cause this life is not exactly mine to begin with. God bought me with a price... it's not about me... ...
Still got friends who are taking exam this week and next. So i have to remain fervent in prayer for them. I really appreciate all those who prayed for me. The visitation, the comforting words, the survival pack (it really came in handy when i ran out of food)...etc. Each one of them a unique individual, each comes with their very special talent. I'm just so happy that God has blessed me with the time and the resources to know each one of them and to LEARN more about God through them. I'm just really thankful for this whole entire semester. I have truly been doing many many things... that time seems to move so slowly.. especially during the exams... the exam which i took 2 days ago would feel like i took it a week ago!!! Studying just clouds the mind.
Oh forgot to add..
Had a free bus ride home today. I went up the bus wanting to slot my ten trip ticket when the bus driver say... just move on... JUST MOVE ON!! Then i realised the machine is faulty.. the driver seemed to be having a super bad day... hmm... anyway.. free bus ride! Yippie.. yup... so happy... ....
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