YEs... Time flies so fast. Before i know it, i'm at my desk, cramming away... numbers, theory, logic... writing away, flipping the pages *flip*flip*
It's been an enjoyable week. Tiring but enjoyable. Alot of studying to do becoz i've got 2 mids coming up after my holidays. Surprise Quizzes ahead, exams.. .and there's still so much i want to do!!
Hmm.. afew disturbing thoughts. Housemate wanted me to pay for carpet cleaning and past bills. But like... my mom told me not to... and is like... he was very rude when my family was here... plus... his friend stayed there for free... anyway... he just confronted me... saying full of shit stuff... but i guess i've tolerated more of his nonsense... a part of me is going soft... and a part of me is telling me not to relent. Really lost.
He was not just rude to my family, but my friends as well. Friends are just so shock and appalled at their atrocious uncouth behaviour.. questions raised "why are you staying with such pple?"
How do i even start to reply... anyway, its been a bad ending... maybe started off on the wrong foot... i know he's upset... i know the words my mom sms him will cut deep. Sorry... but he messed around with the wrong person... make me upset nvm... BUT.. you make my mummy upset... so... too bad... no leeway. Mummy sends me the money. She don't give me the money, then you no money! When she was here... they didn't even bother to greet her! How hard is it to say... good morning auntie? Wat... it'll cost you a million dollars to do that? *Linda faints in disbelief... a whole week! Not a single day was she greeted... and yar... everytime i think of the way they treated my mom. I feel very upset and angry... something just stirs up in my heart.
1) Why did he have to bring a friend in to stay for so long?
2) Why did he have to bring his gf in as well
3) Why didn't he greet my mom? WHY?!!!
4) Why he never say hi to any of my friends?
I never wanted to make him an enemy... never did i wanted things to turn out the way they did. I feel like a smash potato... I can only pray that he'll get over it. Haiz... so upsetting... *sigh*
Actually in the beginning he was very nice and friendly... but i dunno what caused the change... was it me? Maybe it was me... ahhh... yes... i believe i might be partly to be blamed... cause... i dunno... it just feel so weird.. sometimes very friendly, sometimes very cold. What should i do? Maybe i should just pay him lah hor... haiz... later he go ard spreading rumours about me... besides Singapore is such a small place. We will sure meet again. What will i do?
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