Had a test today. Not sure how i will fare for the paper. Heart is not exactly 100% on the paper. Words ca no longer describe how i feel. It's just not substantial enough to represent how i'm feeling.
I share her sorrow, i share her shock, i share her pain... ... and i yet i myself have to be strong in order to encourage her. To shift my focus on the brighter things in life. Two friends were innocent victims of a car accident. One more seriously injured then the other. It's something that has happened so far away from home. Seeing that her parents are here to encourage her to persevere, conquer each obstacle is just so comforting. I'm just so relief that they are right here for her. It's that BOOST, that SUPPORT that she really require right now.
When i first saw her, i saw right into her eyes. Her eyes betrayed her. I saw her conscious state of mind, i couldn't dart away. How can i explain that few moments of speechless communication. She needs alot of emotional support. To look at her in the eyes and say you will get back to normal and accomplish whatever you want to achieve by the grace and power of God.
Having Heartaches right now. Just the pain that i feel for her. All i can see are losses, nothing gained. But those are through my human eyes. Perhaps there is sth priceless that is to be gained that i have yet to understand and see.
i'm freeing whatever empty space i have to help her get through this. She needs to get back on her feet. she needs to fight and show the world what she's made of. She's not your ordinary sweetie pie, she's a warrior of God.
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