Actually there's so much to be said... but i only can say so much for now.
Had alittle difficulty getting out of bed. Was reluctant to go to work... and i was just praying God will change the situation. Then i realised that maybe i was just treating God like a genie... maybe the difficulties that i'm facing right now are not real problems and real issues. Problems divert our attention away from our real focus. Does it really matter how much i'm suffering... does it matter how many times i've fallen? (i just realise everything are all "I's")
Just look back at apostle Paul, he was imprisoned with Silas. They suffered for the name of Jesus Christ... the price they paid... and yet, in a situation as such, they rejoiced. I remember a friend who was telling me about how out of place she felt in church... and why everyone in church are so unfriendly and all. Fellowship is important to encourage in other.. but the main focus is God isn't it... so what if everyone keeps to their own clicks. Eyes focus on God.
In my life... there always seem to be a higher obstacle to overcome... and many times, it has detered me away from the focus. I don't know how much or how fast am i growing.. but i should not slack... was reading something recently which touched on mental laziness... sort of pricked me. OUCH!
Let's talk about the numerous things that happen today.
1) Smelt sth smelly in the kitchen today.. and realise that it was coming from a carton of eggs. Happened that there's a hole in one of the eggs... and the flies were happy laying their eggs in it. It's very gross! I saw like SWARMS of little wiggly white coloured worm like things SWIMMING in the rotten egg which is all GREEN like those u find in a sewage system! LINDA PUKES!!!!
2) Got up the bus in the morning... two bus conductors checking tickets... first time i see bus conductors... I felt a tinch of discrimination... like for everyone else, they just glanced at their ticket. But for mine!!!! They ask me so many questions!! Check ID.. where are you heading to... and the toot toot conductor took approximately 30 seconds looking at my ticket! I'm not a illegal immigrant!!!! AND what's wrong with my ticket! GRRRR...
3) Work.. as usual... haiz...i havent found joy working in this new outlet... not just yet.. i hope i will. (oops complaining already)
4) Got a nice encouraging sms from a friend. It is good to get encouraging smses when ur feeling really low. It did helped in the process of me getting out of bed...
5) I went walking around indooroopilly... wanted to get sth from the post office but it was already closed... so tempted to do my shopping. But i gave myself a thousand reasons why i should just go home straight.
Tomorrow i will have no trouble getting out of bed! DAY OFF! WOOHOO... Friday here i come! Oh yea... another day packed of surprises... dunno why life springs so many stuff at me. Hope i can handle whatever is being thrown at me... if i do... it is only because there's a higher power who's watching over me. *SmileS*
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