Just feel like saying some things that are on my heart. Thoughts that run through my head when i'm silent, and also to reveal what really matters to me right now. First and foremost, i'm now EMPLOYED! Yes... prayer answered. Totally believe that this job is given from God. Not sure if its timely though, i got employed just 2 weeks back. And the exams are really near... can smell it. One week more and its the papers. I don't want to be afraid of it, yet i do fear... it's like facing one of my toughest fears.
I'll fill in more details on my job next time... today it's matters of the heart.
Friends are important... yes... but to decide who i want as close friends those more than just saying hi to... its time to analyse my social circle here and eliminate those who are sadly, bad influence, who just arent making full use of life, a bunch of talking nonsense and wasting money. When i wanna do that... it means i have to be judgemental. It hurts to judge pple.. but then again... its no good to be penned down in life becoz of the few pple who always suggests or distracts ur whole purpose in life. Man... just thinking about it... means i'm gonna have to spend more quality time with the ones who reallie matter...
I really don't like to judge pple... but the way some of them spend their time and money.. the senseless things that are said without any depth... it pisses me off... i hate it even more when pple can LAUGH while backstabbing and gossiping about their friends... no respect for them... and yet... i see them in the most respectable place... the church....
I don't even know what are they doing in church! They are talking during the service, talking about other things... their hearts are not there... they are just fulfilling an obligation. WHAT'S the POINT! Shallow people... there will always be afew here and there... That's the fact!
Feel like screaming at them.. " IF YOU GOT NOTHING BETTER TO SAY THAN SHUT UP!"
Yup, this bunch of friends are not ones who i want to keep. They have yet a long way to go in their moral principals... they have to sort out areas of their lives... .... sad but true... they've got to go. I will tell them one day... tell them what is on my heart... but the time is not right... not now... but surely, i shall speak my mind. Of course no one is perfect... i'm not gonna ostracise them nor will i judge them any further, just putting them into the baskets labelled "Not to spend so much time with." There... got that one off my chest.
THe nexT BiG THinG... Exam and work.
Gonna leave with one last statement: "There are some things i value much much more in life than just money and earthly possessions... ... these are just shallow things of this world... .... "
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