To sum my working days up, life has been too chaotic.
I feel suffocated and would feel burdened. Very frustrated and just happy i am home on a Saturday.
I have frustrated colleagues and particularly one who's son has been hospitalised. As such i really feel sorry for them. When they sacrifice their time at work and neglect their family in the process. I understand how they feel cause i myself feel that way too. So much work... and my family and loved ones sometimes bear the brunt of it. When i come home, they see and feel my huff and puff of hot air.
Father, you told me to lean not on my own understanding. The thing is i really can't lean on it as much as i would like to. Many things don't seem to make sense. I don't know if its me that is causing the imbalance of injustice at work. Or could i have just done better or more. If i did do that much more, would i be doing justice to myself as my reputation gets smeared. Oh Lord, i really don't know how to handle these sticky situations.
What would you say and do if you saw all this now Lord?
My vision of the world and people are being blurred. Ur the only one who can make logical sense out of all this.
Just like how you made perfect sense of Isrealites misery by displaying your awesome power and might and releasing them from Eygpt.
Was life meant to be so harsh? Hear my cries.
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