YEs... i slept well last night! It's been such a long busy and tiring week for me. Had been having sleepless nights(3 nights in a row)... think i suffered from insomia or sth... i'm not stressed out... i dunno why. I just can't seem to put my brain to sleep. Tried counting sheeps, tried reading textbok... but it just doesn't put me to sleep.
Some interesting reasons that my friends gave...:
1) You're subconsciously you're stressed out.
2) Probably Miss home
3) You're thinking of a boy
Haha... i've tried so many things... including exercise! But nothing seemed to work. So thankful for the prayers for me to sleep. It's absolutely madness to not sleep for 3 nights. You can physically feel a certain point in your brain that is stretching and releasing again and again and you can feel a burning sensation in that part of your brain. YAr.. i didn't tell anyone about how it feels... will probably freak pple out.
I don't want to see doctor... just don't like the idea of taking medicine pills. I hope i will be able to continue to sleep well. It's absolutely neccessary given my hectic normally bz week.
"Father Father... i need your strength to carry on... please carry me on this journey."
Some interesting stuff which happened this week. Someone in my apartment got really pissed the other day. It was late in the night when he started yelling "F**K the FRENCH, F*** all the Aborigines." And this was repeated like a couple number of times. A fight was going to happen, but thankfully it didn't. There are a number of french people and aborigines living around the area, but i'm just happy nothing bloody happened.
My thoughts for that person... "You really have to undergo some anger management!"
I think i'm suffocating unknowingly. The other day i went for some committee meeting. THere was NUMEROUS task stated our for my role... AHHHH... so much to do!!!! helping out in the program is no easy task... i didn't read the fine lines that comes along with the task! I dunno if i can handle the task because i just do all i can do in a day... whatever i cannot finish is being brought forward to the next. So... i just hope that i can get everything done in time... ...
Really need some support... at times think i'm taking in more than what i can digest.
Sometimes feeling abit weak and wanna cry... but its just a waste of energy to cry... so i try to laugh abit harder... (sometimes..the happiest person is the saddest person in the world)
I try not to think about what i have to do in a week.. coz it feels alittle overwhealming and often it would lead up to me feeling all weak and that's all self pity. Must read my encouraging board (That's my personal board where i pin up alot of personal stuff and some of which are to encourage myself especially when i'm losing focus.) Think i'm kinda losing focus really... time to seriously sit and pray about it.
Signing Off!
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