Woke up pretty late in the morning today. Did my usual morning routine, sat down and drew up a short list of things i would like to do today. Yes. I have to keep in mind that time will not wait for me. Once the second is gone, it is gone forever. Have to keep on moving, keep persevering on. Look forward.
Checked my results already. It's awful. Haiz, of course i am disappointed, of course i am disgusted. Felt like all the effort i've put in have come to a notch. Perhaps it was all a last minute rush. Perhaps i started on the wrong foot. Whatever it is, i have to improve. If you really wanna know my results, you guys have just gotta ask me on MSN or something. It's not that terrible either, just not GrEaT. Sigh*
Still waiting for mummy and daddy to give me exact dates of when their coming over. At the same time, i'm looking forward to moving outta here, to a new place, a new beginning. Actually the current place is ideal, just that the pple here can be quite a pain at times.
I still miss home. The full swing has started to kick in. No more 20 year olds ard. All jie jie and kor kor. My generation has all disappeared. But, i'm beginning to appreciate the freedom that it has bestowed upon me. It's quite an experience really. No stress, just the clouds, the sun and me. There are things to look forward to, great things to achieve. I shall be hopeful, hopeful till i reach home. And yes, i will gather all i can on this island and bring it back home with me just like someone who told me (you know who you are... THANKS!).
Struggles will come, in big waves or small waves, it will only make me stronger.
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