Ha... i slept really early yesterday and woke up really really late today. Reason: i didn't get to sleep at all the whole night! Yesh... it's those days where ur eyes and mind are wide awake and the rest of ur body are trying to get some rest. Anyway, just alittle update on what i have been doing. I just sent out 5 resumes to companies, applying for a marketing position. Do hope that one of them reply me.. please pick me... ... pick me. That's what i hope but well who knows what God has in plan for me. Waking up late is horrible... i just feel kinda guilty. Wonder what's wrong with me... think i'm having some housewife syndrome... everyday must do alittle household chore or else i'll feel lie sth is amiss. Got to go... there's plenty of studying to do.

Ridiculous? Or just outta this world?

So sorry... been so bz and all even though its the holidays. Yesh i know this sounds ridiculous... but that's the reality bit for me. Lots of insurance and finance papers i've been taking.. and by the grace of God, i've managed to pass all 4. Left 2 more to go... well i'm sort of happy and grumpy about it. I mean study beats lazying around the house. Life has been rather routine and strangely enough, the more time that i have on my hands... i would spend it on watching TV or playing computer or at the forum. Should really be spending more time with the one who has been showering me with lotsa care.. God. Yup i'm in the midst of evaluating it... main problem: LACK OF DISCIPLINE

Well... things are rough... i mean there's which university and which course to think about. I hate to make the decision and also.. i wouldn't be happy if someone else made the decision. I don't want to end up blaming them... but neither do i want to put the blame on me. Ha... i guess it all boils down to the lack of faith. It's good to think through thorougly over these issues but i have to learn to be decisive... not let fear stand in the way. Besides... "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me!"

Appreciation Time:
I will also want to take time to thank my dear friends for their support and listening ear. So sweet of you all... thanks for everything *hugs*

What's the next exciting event happening in my life: making a decision in which university to go to *sobs what a taxing task

I see the Sunshine after the Rain

Oh... my oh my... About a month plus since i last blogged... hmm.. this blog page is becoming reallie rusty and all. Don't know if i should just abandon it. Besides, i am always keeping in touch with all my pals out there... (yes i love ya all!)

Everything is back to normal... coz i'm back in school Yippie! Well i love the company of my friends. They never fail to perk me up and make me smile. I know who to look for to brighten my day haha. Well here's some interesting events that have taken place:

NIE called me for an interview (yes! Imagine me a teacher.. poor children..poor me)
They bombarded me with so many questions... i felt breatheless after just 10 mins.

FYP is ending reallie soon so i gotta start pulling up my socks

Got a CRM test coming up real soon. Sigh will study hard for it.

Well..well.. i'm graduating in a months time. So i just wanna spend more time with my class while i still can... ... i'll miss them oh so very much.

The breath of Life

I woke up this morning and sniffed the air... it was fresh... it was the breath if life. This birthday is the most memorable one i had. Never knew so many pple cared abt little tiny me. It was simply fabulicious. I just want to thank my boss for treating me a sumptous meal (it's the only thing i'll remember him for i think) .

• Yea... and my wonderful siblings who bought me a study bible,
• my fantastic class who got me a lovely pink coloured RIp CuRL Wallet,
• my adorable CGM who came all the way to my house to hand me my present,
• treasured friends like wejian and janice who treated me to Thai express...

it's all too sweet. LoL but i guess the happiest part of it all for me was to see that all my friends are doing well and getting along just fine. I love ya all... ... Thanks so much for all the love you all have showered on me.

My birthday marks the end of ITP.. so yippie!!!! I'm going back to hit the books... alot of stuff to do.... but i know i'll be just fine... with Jesus in moi heart and friends who's always supporting me... just want to thank everybody for the fabulous birthday i had. Here's me signing off...

Team 56 completed poly50!!!

*phew* What a relieve a break from all work and stress... i love this kind of freedome... stress free feeling. Praise God for all the public holidays... anyway... just to update all my loving caring friends (YEs YOU YOU YOU!!) ... i actually took part in a poly 50 and we completed 50 rounds in less than 2 hours!! Praise the Lord!

Let's back date to Wed(19/1/05). It was the day of the race Poly50 and i had already applied for a had day leave. However, i was already quite ill with all the flu and sore throat. I was definitely not in my best state to participate. Thinking that i had 10-11 members on the team, i felt pretty safe to go. With so many members on my team, i can get one of them to subsitute me if i cannot make it.

When i arrived in school... i realised we only have 9 members on the team. 9 members including myself, sick. I had only ran from one checkpoint to another and i found myself panting. My throat was dry and i sickly feeling and a headache began to overwhealm me. I told one of the guys that i cannot run anymore. ARgh... after awhile i found myself running more than i should be running in the first place. The reason is because 1 guy and 1 girl are temporary down. That leaves...7 including myself to complete the rounds. I just prayed a quick prayer and ran. fUnnily, all the sickly feeling just disappeared as i ran. My team, 56, completed the race in less than 2 hours. A remarkable achievement i say for us to complete the race in the given time 2 hours. We won no prizes but it didnt matter. Just want to thank God for being there...

The next day, i had to go for work. But i found myself unable to talk. I lost my voice! I think it's because the phlem was stuck in my throat or sth. My whole body was aching from the run. I had not choice but to take another day leave. Just hope that my boss is understanding enough and won't think that i'm being lazy... Yea... but now i have recovered! The cramps around my body still exist but i know i'm getting better. So that's good! Yea... it's good to have wed half day off, thurs off, fri holiday... sat and sun to rest... ahh... i'm making gd use of this ample time to recover, catch up on my sleep, spend time with my family... and of course, God. Alright... here's me signing off!

It's been a long time

Haha... ooOOoo yes almost forgotten about this blog i have...*thanxs for reminding me tiff.
Argh so much work and commitment these days that geez... i hardly have time for myself. Oh and i'm down with a sore throat and flu. What a time to fall sick... it's hard to place my thoughts down into words as i'm rather tired and worn out.

Shucks... i wish i am well again, there's really lotsa things to be done. But with me feeling so weak most of the day, i can't complete the task well and the worst part of it is... i don't feel like eating alot when i'm sick. *Linda growns*

I'll be blogging again when i'm back on my feet healthy and strong. TAke care ya all!

White Christmas

The time of the year is here again. It's one of the memorable time this year. So many things have happened in this month. I'm so blessed by God till it's overflowing. I'm just amazed... i guess none of us can grasp the amount of love He has for each one of us. It's so bounderless, so powerful... it's a security that i have never felt before.

Alot of which i don't deserve, but of which he freely give. As insignificant as dirt, he picked me up, and treasured me like a precious jewel. Yup, it's a time to rejoice for the birth of the true saviour... the one who rescued me from the gnashings of hell.

This christmas is truly a time to be joyful and a time to worship the one true King.