I woke up early today. *GleAms* No work this week, but next week would be alittle more busier as boss said that she probably will assign me more duties. HmMm... which means today i should try to do as much as i can for my tutorials, readings and assignment.
Reflect back to Sunday, was really glad to see the music team come this far. To have 2 pianist , two string instruments (guitar and bass), drummer and singers. Yup, instruments are instruments but how are we gonna use them? It's amazing to see how everybody is a part of it... yup, i'm really glad to be given this opportunity to serve God. It's been a priviledge to be part of it every month... even though i think i can barely play...
Monday started off alright, but tutorial for CF (corporate finance) was rather difficult. So many calculations... and you can just see the division of quality in students.. the good are REALLY good. Like 10 minutes finish calculating everything... and the rest are still struggling half way(like me)... need more practice...finals is 70%. Got back my results for my business module. kinda disappointed that i was off by afew marks to get a gd grade... hmmm hope my assignment can make up for it.
Tuesday... which was yesterday, worked out alright. Didn't do much though becoz i slept my afternoon away. Was tired out... felt that it was largely due to the lack of exercise. There are some events coming up in afew days time. The bbq event to be precise. Got quite afew things scheduled on that day itself...just have to commit it all to God.
Today!! Hmm.. no work & no school. Yippie.. haha.. can do whatever i want today! Started the day with bible reading... cause like yesterday there was afew car accidents on the road. And.. it kinda once again reminded me how fragile life really is. I mean... if i were to have an encounter with God, I will want to be prepared. My soul to be fed. To be faithful servants, fervant in keeping the lamp burning and patiently waiting upon the Lord.
After doing my bible reading, i went for a run... quite a gd start... although i couldn't run for very long. Lost stamina... must keep training to get back in shape...
haiz... mummy just called. I dunno why she starts it off by saying sth mean or negative. I felt there was a better approach to handling it. But who am i to tell her what to say or how to put things across. She's the boss after all... i saw all the boss characteristics coming out... not one of motherly love. Abit sad... sad that i allowed it to get to me.. and i repelled and was very defensive. Not saying if there are issues, we should avoid bringing it out... but she was rather aggressive... and it makes me wanna run away everytime she calls.
Anyway, putting that aside, i still love my mom and knows that she cares alot. And yes... she is right, i ought to call home more often... maybe start next week. Coz right now... if i call... reason will be --> to make mom happy. Not becoz i myself want to call home.
=) *smiLes*
Will try to hold the smile throughout the day and not be dismayed.
Thoughts for the day.
how a conversation can ruin one's morning...
it doesn't have to be an explosive event.
Just a small tiny little issue as such...
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